We got up at 1:30am the next day, we had planned to leave early despite the fact that we now knew that early to rise did not necessarily mean early to bed. Our climb up to Laban Rata started of early enough but due to our slow pace everyone, and I mean everyone must have overtaken us. Korean kids, Malaysians, American hard core climbers and even the British couple who were our room mates in the hostel back in Kota Kinabalu overtook us despite being dressed as if they were taking a walk in Hyde Park. I think this proved that
After waiting for our guide in the main resthouse we started the trek up to the peak. Almost instantly, the aches and doubts that we thought had been taken care of by the cup noodles crept back. What made it worse was our climb would now take place in the black of the night. Although we had no idea how far Laban Rata was during our previous trek to that stop, we could at least see right in front of us and down the trail and kind of mark our a target to reach as we started tiring. You couldn’t do that in the pitch dark, even with our head torches going full blast. What’s worse is that you could see the trail of lights heading off into the distance but you had no real depth perception and couldn’t make out how far those lights were.
At one point I looked up again to see were the trail of lights was going and I couldn’t believe it. The lights were heading up a steep diagonal incline, a very steep incline. We got to a clearing, the beginning of the steep incline and saw the reason. From here on in we would be holding on to a safety rope to guide us across what would be the granite rock face of the top part of Mount Kinabalu. The trees and vegetation fell away and we had to scramble up a rock face, initially close to 35-45% degree up with nothing more than our grip to keep us on the safety rope. As one climbed, one could look to their right, down the rockface and see nothing but black. Once past the steep incline, the rest of the terrain was more gradual but the ever present safety rope there reminded us that one could still get seriously hurt if they were dumb enough.
We passed through a ranger station where they checked the IDs we were issued at the bottom. Without these IDs we would not be allowed past the station to get to the peak beyond. It was still pitch dark and one of our group members was having a real hard time. When asked if she could make it the answers started getting gradually worse. It started with “Yes, I can still go on” to “I’m having a hard time” and finally “I don’t know”. At some point we got the rest of the group together to discuss our options. Getting to the peak was after all just the half way mark, we still had to get everyone back down. And so with a heavy heart the group member decided to go down. I nearly jumped at the idea joining her just to make sure she got back down safely, you know, but the ever gracious boyfriend beat me to it. I turned to Suiee to ask, if he was going on and he said he would. I turned to him and said “The peak is for you” and with that I was going to join the other two on the way down. Note, saying those words and realizing what I had just done took a split second of the brain power I still had. I knew I would never hear the end of it if he made it to the top and I didn’t, as it was the damage had already been done with what now seemed weak sissy words of defeat and regretted it almost immediately. I turned around and said “I’m going with you” but in the back of my mind I couldn’t help but thing that William Shatner was right, would all of this end in tragedy?
This was not quite the end however. . . . .











